change (1) by alexander zhu
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At the Puyallup Fair (now called Washington State Fair)
I am asked to find a penny of my birth year
As I sift through the cold bowl of rusting copper
A white/-haired woman in a wheelchair asks
“Do you have any from 1933?”
So we look for the darkest, most beaten pennies
Among the newborn twenty-eighteens and twenty-nineteens
Wonder: are there as many pennies from a year
As there are people born in that year? How rare
To be old, to have changed hands hundreds of times and not be lost
Or to be in the same pant pocket for decades
Building up a blue-green foundation upon your face
Before a violent foamy vortex finally flings you into light of day
If I keep my 1996 in my wallet forever
Never lose it to some dimly lit diner booth
If it never falls out of a hole formed from strings of repetition
If I make it to the age when 1996 is impressive
What sort of change will surround me?
Will the penny be obsolete by then?