pigeon (2)
.Sunset
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I run with Kaiser and Mary Kate through downtown Madison, my first run since moving here
The earlier day had rain blowing sideways that reminded me of home
But the day was gone and with it the moisture, save for our periodic puffs of window fogger
We run to the student union and I touch memories from the week
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The vibrant and vibrating energy of Diwali dances, A Midsummer Night's Dream in song
My life as a college student steeped in a hot pot of fish and spice
When we get back to Kaiser's, he gives me the book Talking to Strangers, by Malcolm Gladwell
To review for our book club / potluck that weekend
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Malcolm Gladwell says in his book that people “default to truth”
That we believe others and who they say they are, until overwhelming evidence makes us unable
I slip the book into my flannel jacket and jog home, still warm all over
In between the blotches of my wispy wheezes in the cold November night
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I imagine being approached by a person on the street. They hold a weapon to me
Adrenaline slows down time and makes me myopic, I become all instinct
As I fumble in my mind with what to do, I see that they are wearing my same flannel jacket
I stop in the street and I reach in my pocket
Hoping I can open my heart as freely as I tell myself I would
Hoping it’s enough for them to believe
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And when they accept my everything, I think of The Pigeon
Wonder what the warmest way is to invite someone to try anew
And I extend my arm and ask "Do you like books?"